到了年底，该回望一年时，我却越来越迷茫。 原本是有简单的处事标准，没有原因或结果的事情不做，损人不利己的事情不做，但做不到了。失去了原则，失去了控制，也不敢说什么未来。未来有我奢望的，有我希望的，由我奢望但害怕的，有我希望却承担不起的。

   一段很喜欢的文字：            

  I asked for strength,
   and God gave me difficulties to make me strong
   I asked for wisdom,
   and God gave me problems to solve
   I asked for prosperity,
   and God gave me a brain and brawn to work
   I asked for courage，
   and God gave me obstacles to over come
   I asked for love
   and God gave me troubled people to help
   I asked for favors
   and God gave me opportunities...
   I received nothing I wanted
   but I received everything I needed

占个地儿 好累呢

今晚早睡